MISSION HAPPINESS,,!!!! :-)

i am writing my second blog..though thoroghly disappoined that no one commented on my first blog...but here i am(a bit sad ) writing my second blog.

Today I was chatting with a friend(not to mention the name) on orkut.com(i tell you..once you start chatting...or popularly known as ORKUTTING...u seem to be a bit ADDICTED to it. BUT..i am not!or i am!.. no i am not!(ages long ego clash of mine with myself...) anyways it depends upon you...what importance you attach to your so called ADDICTIONS)...oh ho! back to the story... i was chatting with my friend and we were conversing about something...and that friend said..."WE SHOULD NEVER GIVE UP.....FOR GOD NEVER GIVES UP ON US"....again a blessed thought... and again I AM ENLIGHTENED(Told u ...that my friends are so enLIGHTENING),,,so again i am writing...with the thought never give up!!!(i dont mind if no one comments on my blog...or i do...:p)

so the topic of the day is MISSION HAPPINESS!!!!!!!!

ALPHA1!- FIND TARGET -HAPPINESS

CHARLIE1tango- target locked....

SEARCHING....SEARCHING........SEARCHING........SEARCHING..........

at last found.......14300000 articles or posts on google.com on HOW TO FIND HAPPINESS...few were as follows..
Secrets RevealedProven Secrets To Money, Happiness& Success. 100% Guaranteedwww.TheAbsoluteSecret.comHow to Be Happy"How to Be Happy and Have FunChanging the World" Free e-BookHowToBeHappy.org
Sponsored LinkHow to be happywww.HappinessAndGod.com Watch this short video on the key To happiness and joy in knowing God.

AND rest u can check yourself...

i tried to read a few....but tell u honestly....i was geting more and more depressed reading them.. they were so long...filled with alien terms of philosphy, jargons and terms which i dont think my OXFORD DICTIONARY would have ever heard of. I was thinking how could someone be happy reading all this??????? now this secret of happiness was really biting my soul.....I HAVE TO FIND THE GLORY SECRET OF BEING HAPPY!!!!!!!! the only thing i understood from reading those never-ending scripts of happiness was that...IF U WANT TO BE HAPPY>>>DO WHAT YOUR HEART SAYS.....

ALPHA1!- FIND WHAT MAKES ME FEEL HAPPY???
CHARLIE1tango- target locked....
SEARCHING....SEARCHING........SEARCHING........SEARCHING..........(not on google this time but in my heart)

result found.....BIKING, SOCCER, MUSIC, GUITAR, GIRLS :p)(though someone specific..:p)...and the list is endless...

so i started with biking....really felt good...but i am hUman(greedy for more happiness), so also played football...felt even more good...but again my greediness prevailed over my instantaneous happiness derived out of soccer,,...listened to songs...played guitar....and what luck....talked to that girl also:p)....but yet i am greedy....i want more......i tried different things.... i was running...and running....but really didn't find happiness(or i must say..i found happiness but my greed for more and more..made me overlook on that happiness..) i ran ran...really still running....running in vicious circles..... WHAT I AM RUNNING FOR??????? HAPPINESS??????

instead this race with my greed is giving me a mere ego satisfaction that - i am running for happiness...indeed this chase is giving me tiredness, anxiety, and i am loosing my present for an unknown undiscovered future...but yet...i am running...as everyone is...just like a race with nO end(DAMN!!!!!!!!!!! RACE)...who will be the winner i dont know....just competing with my EGO and GREED....RUNNING IN VICIOUS CIRCLES...and what i receive after running so much?????

NOTHING.......merely a monotonous anxiety that i have 2 run further(coz i don't want my ego or greed to succeed)...neglecting..what i really have in present!!!!!!!! really damn,,,race!!!!!!

but i just want to say......I RAN RAN ...ran(still running).... AFTER THINGS... I THOUGHT HAPPINESS BESTOWS IN THEM..RAN HERE..RAN THERE ...RAN EVERYWHERE...RAN IN CIRCLES RAN AFTER EVERYTHING.....AT LAST I GOT TIRED....I STOPPED RUNNING,,,,,ALAS I WAS HAPPY..:-)

moral- we become so busy searching for happiness that we really loose the meaning of happiness...we just become the participants of a never ending vicious circular race...

DONT TRY TO SEARCH HAPPINESS...IT IS ALWAYS WITHIN YOU.....YOU JUST HAVE TO REALIZE IT........ THE ONLY SECRET OF BEING HAPPY IS------------ JUST BE HAPPY....:-)

i am jealous......

hey... this is my first post and i hope not the last one :p anyways... the main reason i am posting this is that the reason "I AM JEALOUS"... i am jealous of a 'FRIEND' (not to mention the name) who have a beautiful blogger account on this Blogger.com... today i had a talk with that friend of mine and dat 'friend' told me about this blogging thing

though i have heard the term blogging 'i told that friend'...(though just just to satisfy my ego appetite) but on real terms i had no such idea about it. though now i know atleast the basics..(due to my enlightened friend)..... bt i am jealous not coz..i didnt knew this but due to da fact dat i visited the web page of my enlightened friend..... i am thoroughly amazed by the way my friend has portrayed so(WITH INfinite times added oooooo's) complex thougths in such a pulchritude's way inspiring me (atleast me) to potray some of my meagre thoughts....

yet 'I AM JEALOUS' the reason i dont know and dont even wanna know...

when that friend of mine asked me to give comments on the articles....i just said....3 words which i didnt want to say....ever 2 anyone(reason i mentioned..DAmn!!!!!! EGO) 'I AM JEALOUS'....but really i said that,,,the reply was STRAIGHTforward...as an arrow and it it hit me....felt the anguish and pain...but now i realise that....the arrow shot by my friend was just 2 ENLIGHTEN me........ the rply was...."U CAN PUT UR JEALOUSY ASIDE FOR A FRIEND"...damn...i was wounded twice in a day....22222222 much....but what a beautiful thought,,,,, hats off...simplicity with a precision of infinite folds...thats my friend for u.........

so this article i dedicate 2 that PRECISION of infinite folds,,to my (ENLIGHTENED) FRIEND....keep me enlightening :-)